Chapter 4. With a Canticle, Anne Announces that She Is a Mother.
24th August 1944.
I see Joachim and Anne's house once
again. Nothing is changed inside, with the exception that there are
many branches full of flowers, placed in amphoras here and there,
certainly the fruit of the pruning of the trees in the orchard, all
in bloom: a cloud varying from snow-white to the red of certain
corals.
Also Anne's work is different. On the
smaller of two looms she is weaving some lovely linen cloth and is
singing, moving her feet to the rhythm of the song. She is singing
and smiling. At whom? At herself, at something she is aware of in her
inside.
I have written separately the slow and
yet gay song, so that I might follow it, for she repeats it several
times as if she rejoices in it. She sings it more and more loudly and
with certainty, like someone who found a melody in her heart and at
first whispers it softly and then, being sure, proceeds faster and in
a higher tone. The slow and yet gay song (which I am transcribing
because it is so sweet in its simplicity) says:
« Glory to the Almighty Lord
Who had love for the children of David. Glory to the Lord!
His supreme grace has visited me from Heaven
Who had love for the children of David. Glory to the Lord!
His supreme grace has visited me from Heaven
The old tree has borne a new branch and
I am blessed.
At the Feast of Lights hope scattered the seed;
Now the fragrance of Nisan sees it germinating.
At the Feast of Lights hope scattered the seed;
Now the fragrance of Nisan sees it germinating.
Like an almond-tree my flesh is adorned
with flowers in spring.
In the evening she perceives she is bearing her fruit.
On that branch there is a rose, there is a most sweet apple.
In the evening she perceives she is bearing her fruit.
On that branch there is a rose, there is a most sweet apple.
There is a bright star, an innocent
little child.
There is the joy of the house, of the husband and wife.
Praise be to God, to my Lord, Who had mercy on me.
There is the joy of the house, of the husband and wife.
Praise be to God, to my Lord, Who had mercy on me.
His light said to me: "A star will
come to you."
Glory, glory! Yours shall be the fruit of this tree.
The first and last, holy and pure as a gift of the Lord.
Glory, glory! Yours shall be the fruit of this tree.
The first and last, holy and pure as a gift of the Lord.
Yours it shall be and may joy and peace
come upon the earth.
Fly, shuttle. Fasten the yarn for the infant's cloth.
The infant is about to be born.
Fly, shuttle. Fasten the yarn for the infant's cloth.
The infant is about to be born.
May the song of my heart rise to God
singing hosannas. »
Joachim comes in when she is about to
repeat her song for the fourth time. « Are you happy, Anne? You look
like a bird in spring. What song is that? I have never heard anyone
sing it. Where does it come from? »
« From my heart, Joachim.» Anne has
got up and is now moving towards her husband, smiling happily. She
looks younger and lovelier than ever.
« I did not know you were a poet »
declares her husband looking at her with obvious admiration. They do
not look like an elderly couple. In their glances there is the
fondness of young couples. « I came from the other end of the
orchard when I heard you singing. For years I had not heard your
voice, that of a turtle-dove in love. Do you mind repeating that song
for me? »
« I would repeat it even if you did
not ask me. The children of Israel have always entrusted to songs the
sincere cries of their hopes, joys and pains. I have entrusted to a
song the task of telling myself and you a great joy. Yes, also of
telling myself because it is such a great thing that although I am
sure of it now, it does not yet seem to me to be true...», and she
begins the song over again. But when she comes to the point: « On
that branch there is a rose, there is a most sweet apple, a star...»,
her well tuned contralto voice at first trembles, then it breaks, and
with a sob of joy she looks at Joachim and raising her arms she
cries: « I am a mother, my darling! » And she takes refuge on his
heart, between the arms that he has held out and has now clasped
around his happy wife. This is the most chaste and happy embrace that
I have ever seen in my life, chaste and ardent in its chastity.
And the sweet reproach is whispered
over Anne's grey hair: « And you were not telling me? »
« Because I wanted to be sure. Old as
I am... to know that I am a mother... I could not believe it was
true... I did not want to give you the most bitter disappointment of
all. Since the end of December I have perceived that my womb was
becoming new and bearing, as I say, a new branch. But now on that
branch the fruit is certain... See? That linen is for the one that is
coming.»
« Is it not the linen that you bought
in Jerusalem in October? »
« Yes, it is. I spun it while I was
waiting... and hoping. I was hoping because the last day while I was
praying in the Temple, as close as possible for a woman to be to the
House of God, and it was already evening... remember that I was
saying: "A little longer, a little more". I could not
withdraw from the place without receiving the grace! Well, in the
growing darkness, from inside the sacred place, where I was watching
from the depth of my soul, to obtain assent from the everpresent God,
I saw a light, a spark of beautiful light depart. It was as white as
the moon and yet it had in itself all the brightness of all the
pearls and gems that are in the world. It seemed that one of the
precious stars of the Veil, the stars placed under the feet of the
Cherubim had become detached and bright with a supernatural light...
it seemed that beyond the sacred Veil, from the Glory itself, a fire
started which came quickly towards me and while cutting through the
air, it sang with a heavenly voice chanting: "May what you asked
for, come to you". That is why I sing: "A star will come to
you".
What child will ours ever be, since it
reveals itself as the light of a star in the Temple and in the Feast
of Lights says: "I am"? Did you perhaps foresee rightly
when you thought I would be a new Anne of Elkanah? How shall we name
our creature, whom I perceive talking to me in my womb as sweetly as
the melody of waters, with its little heart beating repeatedly like
the heart of a pretty turtle-dove held in one's hands? »
« If it is a boy we shall call him
Samuel... If a girl, Star. The word that stopped your song to give me
the joy of learning that I am a father. The form it took to reveal
itself in the holy shade of the Temple.»
« Star. Our Star, because, I don't
know why, but I think it is a girl. I think that such sweet caresses
can only come from a most sweet daughter. Because I do not bear her,
I have no pain. It is she who takes me on a blue flowery path, as if
I were supported by holy angels and the earth was already far away...
I have always heard women say that it is painful to conceive and to
bear. But I have no pain. I feel strong, young, fresher than when I
presented you with my virginity in my far away youth. Daughter of
God - because this creature born of a barren stump, is more of God
than ours - she gives no pain to her mother. She only brings her
peace and blessings: the fruits of God, her true Father. »
« Mary, then, we shall call her! Star
of our sea, pearl, happiness. The name of the first great woman in
Israel. But she will never sin against the Lord and to Him only she
will give her songs, because she is offered to Him: a victim before
being born.»
« Yes, she is offered to Him. Male or
female, as it may be, after rejoicing for three years over our
creature, we shall give it to the Lord. Victims ourselves with her,
for the glory of God.»
I do not see or hear anything else.
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Jesus says:
Jesus says:
« Wisdom, after enlightening them with
dreams at night, descended "breath of the power of God, pure
emanation of the glory of the Almighty", and became Word for the
barren one. He, who already saw His time for redemption close at
hand: I, Christ, Anne's grandson, almost fifty years later, by means
of the Word, will work miracles on barren, diseased, possessed,
desolate women and on all the miseries of the world.
But in the meantime, for the joy of
having a Mother I whisper a mysterious word in the shade of the
Temple that contained the hopes of Israel, of the Temple now at the
end of its life, because a new and real Temple is about to come on
earth, no longer containing the hopes of one people, but the
certainty of Paradise for the people of the whole world, and for
centuries and centuries until the end of the world. And this Word
works the miracle of making fertile what was barren. And also the
miracle of giving me a Mother, Who not only had the best disposition,
as was natural She should have, being born of two saints, but, unique
creature, had not only a good soul as many others still have, not
only a continuous increase of goodness because of Her good will, not
only an immaculate body, but had an immaculate soul.
You have seen the continuous generation
of souls from God. Now think what must have been the beauty of this
soul which the Father looked fondly on before time existed, which
formed the delight of the Trinity, which Trinity longed to adorn it
with its gifts, to present it to Itself. Oh! Most Holy Mary that God
created for Himself and then for the salvation of men! Bearer of the
Saviour, You were the first salvation. Living Paradise, with Your
smile You began to sanctify the world.
The soul created to be soul of the
Mother of God! When this vital spark derived from the more lively
throb of the Threefold Love of the Trinity, the angels rejoiced
because Paradise had never seen a brighter light. Like a petal of a
heavenly rose, a mystical and precious petal, that was a gem and a
flame, the breath of God descended to give life to a body quite
differently than for others. It descended so powerful in its ardour
that Guilt could not contaminate it, it came through the heavens and
enclosed itself in a holy womb.
The world had its Flower, but did not
yet know, the true, unique Flower, that blooms eternally: lily and
rose, sweet-smelling violet and jasmine, helianthus and cyclamen
blended together and with them all the flowers on earth in one Flower
only: Mary, in Whom every grace and virtue is gathered together.
In April the land of Palestine looked
like a huge garden and the fragrance and colours delighted the hearts
of men. But the most beautiful Rose was still unknown. She was
already flowering to God in the secrecy of Her mother's womb, because
my Mother loved since She was conceived. But only when the vine gives
its blood to make wine and the sweet strong smells fill the yards and
the nostrils, She would smile to God first and then to the world,
saying with Her most innocent smile: "Here, the Vine that will
give you the Bunch of grapes to be squeezed in the winepress, so that
it will become eternal Medicine for your disease, is amongst you".
I said: "Mary loved since She was
conceived!" What is it that gives light and knowledge to the
soul? Grace. What is it that removes Grace? Original sin and the
mortal one. Mary, the Immaculate, was never deprived of the
remembrance of God, of His closeness, His love, His light, His
wisdom. She was therefore able to understand and love when She was
but flesh forming around an immaculate soul that continued to love.
Later, I will let you contemplate
mentally the depth of Mary's virginity. You will have a spell of
heavenly ecstasy, as when I allowed you to consider our eternity. In
the meantime consider how to bear a creature free from the Stain that
deprives one of God, gives the mother a superior intelligence and
makes a prophetess of her, although she has conceived in a natural
and human way. The prophetess of her daughter, whom she calls:
"Daughter of God". And consider what would have happened if
innocent children had been born of innocent First Parents, as God
wanted.
Man, you state that you are setting out
to be "superman", and with your vices are only setting out
to be "superdemon". The possibility of existing and living
without the contamination of Satan, leaving to God the administration
of life, knowledge, and goodness, would have been the means to make
you "superman", not wishing more than what God had given
you and which was little less than infinite. And thus, in an
evolution towards perfection, you would have been able to generate
children, who should be men in their bodies and sons of the
Intelligence in their souls: victors, strong, giants over Satan, who
would have been vanquished so many thousand centuries before the
hour, when he will be humiliated, and all his evil with him.»
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